3 posts tagged “frustrated”

I'm not even sure how to start this post.
I'm very frustrated, not to mention tired, hot, sweaty -_-
To start the day off, I woke up with my hair looking horrible.
It just wouldn't lay right on my head, was really frizzy, and bugged the whole time I was in class.
I knew it looked bad, and to make things worse it seemed like everywhere I went people kept staring at me!
I was paranoid all morning, wondering if there was something on my face or something wrong with my clothes.
I didn't find anything wrong, but who knows.

Then, about 20 minutes ago, I walked down High street to go to my bank.
Well, turns out, it closed about 10 minutes before I got there!
Thats just my luck - so basically I walked all the way down there just to have to turn around and walk BACK UP THE HILL!!!!
I hate the hill - hate it, hate it, hate it!
Then, to top things off, I locked myself out of my dorm room.
I completely forgot to grab them before I left -_-
By some miracle, Nikki was walking up the stairs just as I was about to go to the office and see if they could open it up for me.
Thankfully she had her keys!

By the way, Keebler soft-batch peanut butter cookies are the soooooo yummy!

I'm tired of being single.
Honestly, I am.
It's been 4 years since I've been asked out by a guy, and over 1 year since I've had a date/boyfriend.
Scratch that, I'VE NEVER ACTUALLY BEEN ON A DATE.
Hard to imagine having a boyfriend and never actually going on a real date -_- but it's true.
I would really like to meet a nice guy.
Hell, even having a guy show SOME kind of interest would be enough for me.
But it never happens (at least to my knowledge).
I'd be lying if I said that it wasn't frustrating.
See, I'm really not the social type - in fact I'm rather shy.
I really don't have any interest in clubbing or house parties, so that rules out a meeting place for guys.
Honestly, I don't think I'd want a guy that partied all the time anyway.
But I don't know what else to do...
Obviously my looks alone aren't doing me any good.
So I don't know... I'm just feeling a little down as of late.
It's hard seeing all of my dorm-mates with guys over, knowing it's never been that easy to get a guy to notice me.

There are so many things I want to do this summer before college! But I highly doubt I'll be able to do them all -_-
Here is my list!:
~Go to Hershey Park ( yay chocolate!)
~Go to Washington D.C
     -zoo
     -Chinatown
     -museums
~Get together with friends
~GET MY LAPTOP FIXED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Seriously, It needs to be fixed. There a about 5+ things wrong with it.... It has dust in the screen, the clasp thing to close it broke off, the front little piece of plastic that holds the clasp broke, part of the tablet pen broke so it wont stay in the computer, AND the where you plug in the charger in the bag is really loose.

I hate to send it to be fixed though, because last time I sent it out, it came back with scratches on the top and the the place where you charge it was loose. My mom went to pick it up for me while I was in school, so she didn't realise anything was wrong until I pointed it out. The place where we got it fixed was about 2 hours away...so I didn't wotry about it much. But now the charger is REALLY getting on my nerves. I have to make sure its positioned a certain way in the computer or it won't charge. Its very frustrating -_-